As my lung disease has advanced. i was told to seek out pallitive care. which means that my doctors have given up on me . I am not ready to just give up. I have asked about lung transplantation only to be denied due to my age, heart issues and bacterial colonization. I am not ready to die. I was told that pallitive care does not mean that you are dying. but why is this what they tell you to do when you are dying. I reject that idea